Declining Believe, Trust and Love.

I shall trust thy trust.

Thou should have trust my trust.

I shall honor thy trust and love.

Thou should have honor my trust and love.

The made Trust and Love is fading away.

Unpredictable is the weather.

And thou is also no exception.

Trust and love dwindling every time at very far.

With the presentation of unpredictable action by thou.

I can't appreciate thou action anymore.

Thou words with hiccup in between.

Thou words with ego in between.

Thou words with pride in between.

Thou words with absurdity in between.

Believe in thou go hither and thither.

Believe in thou is fading away.

Believe, Trust and love are meant with situation.

The constant Believe, Trust and Love is nowhere in my world.

The constant Believe, Trust and Love is nowhere in your world.

My world and your world is solely comprise of different Believe, Trust and love.

Once in a blue moon, the Glimpse of Barca (Barcelona) match.

 

I had a dream of watching Messi, the world four time best footballer winner playing football. The 27^th match of Liga BBVA, (Spanish division A leage), FCBarcelona had to play with SD Eibar FC (Football Club) home. SD Eibar FC is near my university. It is 45 minutes by bus to reach there. I tried to book ticket online many time. I was failed all the time. My dream of watching Leo Messi playing football was about to shattered. Fortunately, my friend Irune who is from Eibar could brought tickets for me and Ramon. Thank you Irune for everything. Thank you Ramon for the information about ticket. I got ticket on Friday, 13^th March 2015. “Messi, I am coming to watch your play this Saturday” was the status I updated in my facebook account.

The match was to play at 1800 hours (+1 GMT) 14^th March 2015. We had a plan to go Eibar at 1230 hours so that we can visit Eibar city and witnessed every events of match. Irune served us lunch. Thank you Irune for your kind hospitably.

We waited for the arrival of FCB bus. They arrived Ipurua stadium of Eibar FC at 1630 hours. We entered Ipurua stadium at 1700 hours. Wow, both teams member were warming up. Among them were the Messi, Neymar and Suarez. I was on the top of the world as I saw them.

The different feeling which I can’t express in words as I was clicking Messi and recording short video clips of him. Barca played very well with 2 goal by Messi. I record video of both goal by Messi. I won’t narrate about match. Below are the photos I captured during the match and few short videos.

Messi

Infront of Ipurua Stadium

Barca bus arriving to Ipurua Stadium

View of  Ipurua ground

with Irune's friends.

Lunch, served by friend, Irune

                                 

With Irune

Tashi Delek and My warm wishes to National team (football) for second Leg.

Team Bhutan. source:Bhutan National Football Team (Facebook page)

In the month of February, from the news report (BBS and Kuensel) I read, Bhutan will participate in world cup preliminary qualifying match. I was excite to watch the match. Few days after that news, drawn fixture with Bhutan versus Sri Lanka was published. I was more excite after the fixture. Counting the days, finally the match day come. It was on 12^th March, 2015, Bhutan played in Colombo against Sri Lanka. I had class till 9:45am (Spain, +5 GMT) and match was due to play at 10:30 am (3:00 pm local time of Sri Lanka). I settled down to watched. The game started and I felt chill within my mind. I pray for the success to Team Bhutan. A half time bought with Nil for both Team. I was happy, Team Bhutan dominate Sri Lanka in the first half.

And second half started with more possession of ball for Sri Lanka. Any way, scoring is more important than having more possession of ball. Team Bhutan defense quit brilliantly. At, last 10 minutes (84 minutes), jersey number 16, Midfielder so called Tshering Dorji, 20 year boy found the space and kick ball inside the net. A goal for Bhutan. Beside Tshering Dorji, credit goes to jersey number 7, Checho Gyeltshen for his brilliant assist and play. And of course all the boys (player).

Now, second Leg will be play in Bhutan, national stradium Changlimithang. I wish Team Bhutan to continue with the same spirit. I wish good luck to Team Bhutan. History was already made in Colombo, Sri Lanka by wining first ever world qualifying match. Wining in home would bring more smile to Bhutanese and add one more chapter to already made history. 

Villagers with mobile is more fun.

You will understand what I refer to funny if you read it. I say villagers with mobile is fun not because they can’t operate mobile as they are illiterate. Funnier will find in the following lines.

My village was recently connect with mobile service. All villagers own simple mobile (black and white) and few with mobile having advance facilities. They own mobile thinking they can communicate with their relatives in other places of the country. To my surprises, few villagers were victimized by student by calling to their number.

Students take advantages of villagers as they don’t know who is calling and how to save the received number that threaten them to track. In one instance, villager was called by student. Student made as a BBS host. He asked villager to sing a song as that program is live calling and singing show. The villager sang seriously but on the other side of one making fun was having uncontrollable laugh.   

Again another funny incident to caller (student) but serious incident to call receiver (villager). I say it was a tragic fun. Student called villager by making as their daughter (pitch of voice changed similar to their daughter). In the conversation, the student told she was pregnant. Parent were worried. They couldn’t recognized that voice. They considered it was true. Only after few week, they know it was somebody making artificial voice of their daughter.  

I will stop with above two incidents of my villagers making fun by children of my village. There are many stories regarding phone call. What you think of that tragic fun? Is same incident happened in your village? I think children are wrong to do that. After all they are all our parents. 

མི་ཚེ་མི་ལམ་བཟུམ་ནང་ ཕ་མ་སེམས་ཅན་ལུ་ཆ་རོགས་མཛད།

བླ་མ་དཀོན་མཆོག་གསུམ་ལ་ཕྱག་འཚལ་ལོ།

དལ་བ་བརྒྱད་དང་འབྱོར་བཅུ་ཚང་འདི་གི།

མི་ལུ་ལུས་བསྟན་ཐོབ་པ་བཀལ་བ་བཟང།

དམ་ཆོས་དར་བའི་གཡུས་དང་བླ་མ་རྣམས།

མཇལ་བ་ཙམ་གྱི་བུ་ཆུང་དགའ་སྤྲོད་འབྱུང།

མི་ཚེ་མཐོང་སྣང་དགའ་སྐྱིད་བཟོ་ནི་ལུ།

བདག་གཞོན་གནས་སྟངས་གཉིས་ལ་གཟིགས་གནང་ཞུ།

བདག་གཞོན་དགའ་སྐྱིད་ཡོད་པའི་མཐོང་སྣང་འདི།

མི་ཚེ་ ཚད་ཉིད་ཟེར་རུང་འདི་རང་ཨིན།

སེམས་ཅན་ ཨིན་ཟེར་ཐུགས་ཇེ་མ་གནང་ཞུ།

སེམས་ཅན་རང་གི་དྲིན་ཆེན་ཕ་མ་ཨིན།

སེམས་ཅན་རྣམས་ལ་སྙིང་རྗེ་བཀོད་གནང་ཞུ།

ཕ་མ་ཞབས་ཏོག་ཟེར་རུང་འདི་རང་ཨིན།

སེམས་ཅན་ ཕ་མ་ཨིན་ཟེར་སྔོ་མི་ཤེས།

སྔོ་ཤེས་ དྲན་ཤེས་མེད་པའི་ཕ་མ་ལུ།

ཕ་མའི་ཤ་ཅིག་ ཟ་ནི་སྤང་འདི་གི།

སེམས་ཅན་ཕ་མ་སྣམས་ལ་གུས་སྟོད་ཞུ།

The ultimate goal of one’s life.

Are you happy?

We dream of having a happy life. A happiest within one’s mind and around the environment. The trend of human being dreaming of having luxurious things can’t avoid. You have the right to dream that dreams. Dreaming to have luxurious life may result to disastrous life if one can’t change the dream in to reality.

Whether you achieve dream of luxurious life or you couldn’t achieve but if you think you are happy within your mind that is what deem to be the way of life. The environment happiest will achieve with your actions. Finest action you adopt in the society, good reaction from friends. More you act differently, more you will upset with the action of friends. The core meaning of environment happiest is holding one’s negative emotions.

   

We have no right to interfere other life. You may feel he is not doing what you are doing. Remember, every individual has their own way of doing in search of their happiest. If he don’t follow what you are doing, it mean he don’t like what you are doing. You may not like to do what he is doing. So, it’s our six sense to understand other’s interest and way of their life.

Reflecting on my own life. I am poor fellow possess nothing. I also want to tell you, I am happy always. I am satisfy with my human life. My only dream and hope ahead of my life is to avoid any non-virtuous deed for the well-being of sentient beings and to liberate form the ocean of anguish. Above all, my one and only desire in my life ahead is to render my love and care to my thanking parents.  

Thank you for reading my thoughts of “The ultimate goal of one’s life”.

2005 may not return but still clinging over my mind.

From nowhere, I was taking back to the circumstance of 2005 frequently. Counting the years, it is running 10 years. The strongest emotion of 2005 which gave me to experienced is my nightmare. The circumstances of 2005 and the misfortune in my life of 2005 is my light to the way of doing my actions.

2005 circumstance may not return but still clinging over my heart and soul. The year was difficult year for my life. It was the year that I couldn’t predict to live next year. There was no hope to live my life but to depart my body from my soul. I lose my appetite. I can’t walk anymore, walking 5 steps was as if like I climbing the mountain. My weight is decreasing every day and my face becoming dark. Every one visiting me insist, “Aii (expressing sympathy in my dialect), what has happen to you, you are young and admitting to hospital, you will be cured”. They console my already shuttered heart but I understand in other way, they are also with no hope to live my life like me.

The course of my hope get altered as soon I was diagnose with appropriate sickness. It was Mycobacterium tuberculosis which caused the disorder of my body and diagnosed as Tuberculosis (TB) in Jigme Dorji Wangchuk National referral hospital (JDWNRH), Thimphu, Bhutan. When I heard you are diagnosed as TB, I couldn’t hold the tear from my eyes. The tear was rolling over my face. That was the tear of sadness. Thank god, TB is curable diseases.

The treatment of DOTS (Directly Observed Treatment, short-course) started for me. My life with DOTS; I stayed 2 months in Gedakom Hospital, Thimphu and was discharge. DOTS started with injection which last two months in Gedakom. I was bringing back to the ray of hope of my life. A day by day, I was getting better and better, stronger and stronger and happier and happier.

I continued my DOTS for next 6 months in home and school.

I realized that the god almighty blessed me. I also realized correct treatment is going to cured one’s sickness. I say correct treatment because I was admitted in Samdrup Jongkhar Regional Hospital for more than 2 months. My sickness symptom clearly indicate TB symptoms. They failed to diagnose the TB but they gave treatment saying I got lungs problem. With that treatment instead of curing, the case is becoming even worse than before. My father and I asked doctor to let me go Deowathang Hospital and even JDWNRH for further treatment. They said that you will be cured soon and I was discharged home without any cure. I believed them and went home. The sickness become worsen and worsen. I went JDWNRH for further treatment. Within three days they diagnosed my sickness. So, I request all of you to go further treatment if you are not cure in admitted hospital when doctors in that hospital say you don’t need to go. Some doctor never ask us to go for further treatment. There may be case, where patient die because of wrong treatment. I was lucky, I wasn’t dead with wrong treatment.

     
My heartfelt thankfulness for their generous help during my sickness and treatment.

First and foremost thing come in my mind is my only apa (father), ama (mother), ana and ausa (sisters) and kota (brother). It was my apa and ama who reach me to hospital and take care in the hospital. I am sure it’s impossible to repay to one’s parent but I vow, I will render my love and care to parents. I thank to all my siblings for sharing the sorrow and helping me. My apa suffer more than what I suffer. Carry on his back from Arunachal Pradesh India to my village. Thank you very much my dear apa. Ama, you were one who listen my words during my sickness. I pray long life to all my parents.

Thank you ata Sherab and ata Loday for carry me on your back till road point. I really need to repay for your support. I will never forget in my life. And ata Sangay Jamtsho for your support. I thank all the relatives who support me. I thank my late grandmother for her support. Om Ma Ni Pad Mi Hug. May you rebirth in palace of Dewachen. My prayer is always with you, grandma.

In Thimphu, I stay with my step mother (Azim) and late Aku. Thank you Azim and late Aku for your generous help. I will never forget your support.

My thankfulness will go on if I write. I don’t remember all names to mention. The thought within my heart about thanking all the people who support me during my sickness will never vanish.

Thank you all. I pray long life to all.